User blog:That1Girl/A third rant

i'm sorry for not being perfect

i'm sorry for not being obedient

i'm sorry for speaking my mind

i'm sorry for causing conflict

i'm sorry for being banned

i'm sorry for standing up for myself

i'm sorry for fighting

i'm sorry for staning up for others

i'm sorry for being mean

i'm sorry for acting like an admin

even though that is my unachievable dream.

I try so hard to be perfect. It never comes out right. I'm sorry if I was ever mean to you guys, I just don't kmow why I'd let myself do that. This is not an excuse, I actually mean this.

It's supposed to be my birthday today. But to be honest, it feels like hell.