User blog:Conquering The Earth/I'm Echo

Thats what I need to say. I know, I'm a liar, and I'm sorry for what I have done. I know you guys were averse to the idea that I could come back. I have changed, but I blackmailed Blake. I guess I was feeling alone. I didn't know what to do, it just made me feel more poweful, and at the time, it made me feel good about myself. I was so alone at the time, I had to put my dog down a month before; Marley wasn't even five yet. I was still coping with her being missing from my life, so I tried making myself feel better. Manipulating Grayson gave me the short-term pain relief I neded, but I never should have done it at all.

I came back because I was alone. I know, it seems like I'm a total bitch and a loser, but I had just lost my best friend. She moved away and I miss he, and without her, I couldn't effectively stand up for myself after some asshole said I caused cancer, AIDS and other stuff.

What really broke me was this person said I should buy a rope, learn on Youtube how to tie a noose, and I should hang myself on a ceiling fan so I would be spinning around in circles when my parents found me.

I know this was really lame, but I don't care. I just needed to put this out there. I regret my former actions, regret won't heal your wounds caused by my blunt actions.